God is in control.

Today is a better day, so far. I have decided we are just going to keep some structure this summer. The new girls function better with more structure. Too much free time, unfortunately allows too much time for problems to happen. However, the incidences yesterday weren't during free time. I was sitting right there checking school work when the big one happened. Anyway, today is better. We have been busy with piano lessons, Tucker has Science and SGA. The girls are playing well at the moment.

People wonder if I would do anything different regarding the adoption of the girls. ABSOLUTELY NOT!!! They are our girls forever!! Regardless of the things we weren't informed of prior to the placement, no matter what testing we have to endure by the girls, no matter what people around us say or do, no matter what illnesses they may have, they are ours and we will not change that. God gave us these girls just as He gave us our birth children. Our birth children had problems and illnesses from the time they were conceived until now. God gave us what we needed to get through each of the struggles. He has saved one child from being exposed to fifths disease in utero and dying after doctors and nurses said she would die. He healed one child of ITP after about a two year battle. He has restored hearing to one of my children after about 12 years of prayer. My son always believed God would heal him. He never doubted. He will do the same for these girls. We stand on His promises today and will continue. God called us to adoption, we are just being obediant. We are blessed to have these girls in our lives. We are able to love them, provide for them, protect them, feed them, and hopefully make them feel secure. He can heal their wounds, fill their hearts and enable them to love and trust again. He will give me the strength and edurance to get through every struggle we have. He has since the girls moved in on April 6th and will continue. I would have never aborted a baby in my belly and I will not abort these babies either.

Thanks to all of my friends that follow my blog and pray. It was so nice to walk in church Sunday and someone say they saw my blog and started praying. How awesome is that? Thanks to my blogging friends that are on this journey with me in their own homes. I admire and respect each one of you. I pray for you often! You have become friends that I talk with my husband about daily. God Bless You!

If you made it this far, sorry to preach, but this is what my heart is feeling today.